Why whenever you fall for someone, it gets hard?!
This is the one question which has been bothering me ever since.
So as I mentioned in my previous post, I have found someone, and couldn't be happier.
But there is one but.
Why girls think that they can toy with guys especially when they have found someone else already?!
They get pregnant, they do whatever it takes to get the guy back. And if you are a decent guy you are gonna fall for it. You are going to feel sorry for this girl, because she will be playing on your emotions. And me, what is left to me, just sit and be patient.
I do not deserve any of this, I have opened my heart and my soul, and I know that if I will be betrayed again, I will ever trust anyone.
Enough is enough, I mean how many times can possibly one person can get hurt?!
And this girl, who is just working her way back into persons life, I mean who does that. That is not how you live. She made so many decisions behind his back and now want everything to get normal again, and messing with everyone.
Dear Girls out there, please remember that karma is a very big bitch and you will get back everything.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
piektdiena, 2018. gada 7. decembris
pirmdiena, 2018. gada 3. decembris
I am sorry.
Dear Reader,
I must apologize for being so quite lately, but to be honest had to take my time and focus to my personal life.
A lot has happened in past couple of months.
I have finally met someone very special and could not be more happier at the present.
The story started very unexpected, but ended up being something very genuine and wonderful.
I mean you know what I am talking about, right?
When you have not only butterflies but elephants in your stomach, and all what you can think of is this person?!
Love is very interesting, thing and you can never force yourself to Love someone, but when it happens it is very pure and innocent.
We all have loved several times in our lives, well at least we thought we did until we meet the one and only.
I have never had a feeling about anyone like this. You know, when you are 100% sure about your choice.
I will admit it was very hard for me at the beginning, as I was betrayed before, it was hard to let someone inside my heart again, but I have learned to trust and Love again, and I would not change it for anything.
So my dear readers, please always remember that not all people are the same. Everyone deserves a chance to be trusted, and to be loved and feel your love.
My life has changed a lot thanks to this person, and I will be great full to him until the rest of my life.
Thank you.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
I must apologize for being so quite lately, but to be honest had to take my time and focus to my personal life.
A lot has happened in past couple of months.
I have finally met someone very special and could not be more happier at the present.
The story started very unexpected, but ended up being something very genuine and wonderful.
I mean you know what I am talking about, right?
When you have not only butterflies but elephants in your stomach, and all what you can think of is this person?!
Love is very interesting, thing and you can never force yourself to Love someone, but when it happens it is very pure and innocent.
We all have loved several times in our lives, well at least we thought we did until we meet the one and only.
I have never had a feeling about anyone like this. You know, when you are 100% sure about your choice.
I will admit it was very hard for me at the beginning, as I was betrayed before, it was hard to let someone inside my heart again, but I have learned to trust and Love again, and I would not change it for anything.
So my dear readers, please always remember that not all people are the same. Everyone deserves a chance to be trusted, and to be loved and feel your love.
My life has changed a lot thanks to this person, and I will be great full to him until the rest of my life.
Thank you.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
pirmdiena, 2017. gada 13. februāris
What is love
In our century more in our times, it is more simple to find one night stand, instead of true, deep and clean love. For some people it is just a game. People prefer to hurt other people in exchange of one time joy. I used to be in love. I am in love. I have never thought that someone can hurt me so bad. Emotionally and physically. The moment when your second half starts to act weird, and putting all their anger on you. And you just sit there with only one thought on your mind. WHY? Why i deserve that. I have never thought in my life that i will love someone so much, like i was loving. But in the same time i am asking myself, IF IT WAS REALLY LOVE or just big addiction or attraction. Hard to understand, very hard. But i understand now that sometimes it is better to stay alone, instead of living in big pain all the time. With tears in my eyes and with completely broken heart, i am trying to understand what is happening.
I am not so sure anymore that it was love. Because if you love someone you do everything for the person, witch i was doing, and in exchange i got frighted, screamed at, and not respected. I am just not ready for this type of life. You always have to remember to put yourself, before anyone else in exchange to be truly happy. After 3 years, i have finally do it. And i could not feel more free, safe and calm. I am starting to realize that there is more in this life than i was seeing.
No matter what happened with both of our life, there will be always a special place for this person. Not all was bad. But you know what they say. There can be one million good things, and then comes one little bad thing, witch erases all the good things. And then you just have to start to build again all the good things back. It is like a circle witch can not be broken by one person only. You both have to work for it.
I know that i am still young, and i have all my life in front of me. But it is always very hard to start all from zero. But you always have to stay strong and true to yourself no matter what.
To anyone who is suffering from violence. Remember that you always can choose to leave. For maybe just one time in your life put yourself in front of anyone else, it helps. Do not be afraid to leave.Be brave. Love yourself. And never give up.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
I am not so sure anymore that it was love. Because if you love someone you do everything for the person, witch i was doing, and in exchange i got frighted, screamed at, and not respected. I am just not ready for this type of life. You always have to remember to put yourself, before anyone else in exchange to be truly happy. After 3 years, i have finally do it. And i could not feel more free, safe and calm. I am starting to realize that there is more in this life than i was seeing.
No matter what happened with both of our life, there will be always a special place for this person. Not all was bad. But you know what they say. There can be one million good things, and then comes one little bad thing, witch erases all the good things. And then you just have to start to build again all the good things back. It is like a circle witch can not be broken by one person only. You both have to work for it.
I know that i am still young, and i have all my life in front of me. But it is always very hard to start all from zero. But you always have to stay strong and true to yourself no matter what.
To anyone who is suffering from violence. Remember that you always can choose to leave. For maybe just one time in your life put yourself in front of anyone else, it helps. Do not be afraid to leave.Be brave. Love yourself. And never give up.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
piektdiena, 2015. gada 27. novembris
Crossroad
And there you was
standing in the middle of the crossroad
thinking about life what to choose
thinking about all mistakes what have been made
thinking about what if i go left
thinking bout what if i go right
you never know which road to take
you never know if choice will be the best one
but this is why we are here
for make mistakes
for learn from them
for make decisions
for be happy
Our life is a big crossroad
the only diference is that when you chose your way
there is no way for go back
you have to look only forward
you have to learn life in hard way
it is what it is
So be happy
Enjoy your life on maximum,
and never ever be afraid of making the wrong choices
because from wrong choices, we come out better and stronger persons.
XOXO Small Town Girl
standing in the middle of the crossroad
thinking about life what to choose
thinking about all mistakes what have been made
thinking about what if i go left
thinking bout what if i go right
you never know which road to take
you never know if choice will be the best one
but this is why we are here
for make mistakes
for learn from them
for make decisions
for be happy
Our life is a big crossroad
the only diference is that when you chose your way
there is no way for go back
you have to look only forward
you have to learn life in hard way
it is what it is
So be happy
Enjoy your life on maximum,
and never ever be afraid of making the wrong choices
because from wrong choices, we come out better and stronger persons.
XOXO Small Town Girl
pirmdiena, 2015. gada 18. maijs
New video.
Hey guys!!!!
Check out my new video on YOUTUBE. If you like this video press thumbs up and don't forget to SUBSCRIBE under my channel.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
Check out my new video on YOUTUBE. If you like this video press thumbs up and don't forget to SUBSCRIBE under my channel.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
ceturtdiena, 2015. gada 30. aprīlis
Our world
If anything then you
If everything then also you
Your smile in the morning
Your breath on my neck
Your look into my eyes
Your hand on my hand
All is for you
You make my world better
With all those things
All those little things
what may for others are nothing
but for me it sure means world
world in which we are together
world where we live by our rules
because we don't care about others
we care only about each other
we smile for each other
we breath for each other
we wake up for wach other
and it's not just some feeling
it's more than LOVE
it's more than even we can imagine
because it's special
And special only for US.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
trešdiena, 2015. gada 29. aprīlis
NEWS!!!!
Hey guys!!!!
So i've decided to start to make my youtube channel, for it's more interesting for you to see me. I've already putted some videos, and in the same time i am making new videos where i will be doing traditional things like other youtubers. Hope guys that we all will become friends. So please subscribe on my channel i will be very thankfull.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
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