We allways know that family has to stick together, need to support each other. But in real life you are allways on your own. When it comes to share some properties, money and other stuff they can put knife in your back and act very selfish. I allways knew that my family has a lot of drama, and i was shure that it can't be more worst. But hey i was complitely wrong. It can be more worst, and actually it's horrible.
So all started a lot of years ago, when my grandparents was still alive. They had an apartment, well my gradfather had an apartmnet, wich after his death should go to my cousin(my mothers youngest sisters son), but of course my grandmother writed apartement to her name. Ok, all family didn't mind about that. After many years my grandmother got sick, and when she was on bed, like she couldn't move a lot, my mothers older ssister used this situation for herself, and she writed apartement on her name without telling anyone. All family knew it from strange people, and of course we wasn't happy anymore, because only what she could care about is to sold apartement and got the money. But for us this place is more than just the way to get money, it's place where we grew up, it's place where we spended a lot of times, it's place full with memories. So when all family was against her, she changed her mind and didn't sold apartement, she let my mother to live there. Till this moment, when she find out that there is some comunal payements what my mother couldn't afford to pay, because she sometimes even didn'thad enough money even for by food.So because of this she wanted to kick out my mother from apartement, knowing that she has no place where to go. Of course this just didn't finished with her kicking out my mother from there. Because when youngest sister called and screamed at her about all,the oldest siter gor confused. She promissed that she will write apartement on my mothers name, after few hour i see that she putted out apartement out on sale, when we call her and say that she has to take out this annoucement she is saying no. I just can't understand, does she even have some moral princips?! Whos does that to his own family. Tomorrow they go to notaras, hopfully all will be ok. And all the bad things what she tries to do to family will come back for her. Because the guy up there, well HE sees all. And don't you guys agree that normal family will stand by each other trough the life.?!
p.s i am sorry guys for put this out in such a messy story, just when i write it gets me feel better.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
trešdiena, 2015. gada 11. marts
ceturtdiena, 2015. gada 29. janvāris
no Logic or my Logic
It makes me calm
The way i do things
The way sun is shining
The way waterfall is falling
I get calm of simply things
I get calm from hard things
It doesn't metter
As long as it is beautiful
Beautifull in the way of darkness
Beautifull in the way of light
Light is great and so are darkness
These two things can't live
They simply can't live without each other
Please say me you understand
Say you understand all of me
Because if not
You will destroy me
Destroy me badly
Destroy me hard
And after
You'll never look back
Sad, but true
So true that it even makes me calm.
trešdiena, 2015. gada 21. janvāris
Love you
I wish you would be by my side
I wish to see you happy
Happy to see me
Happy to see my smile
If it wouldn't be with you
I wouldn't smile every day
You are my sunshine
You are my moonlight
You make my life easy
You make easy to love you
For you i am ready to do all
You just have to only ask me
From me you will never hear NO
From me you will get LOVE
From me You will get care
I never thought LOVE is possible
You proved me it is
I love the way you look at me
I love the way you speak with me
I love the way you care for me
And the last thing what i will say is:
I LOVE YOU
svētdiena, 2015. gada 18. janvāris
2015
Hey guys. :)
Long time no talk. :) So first thing what i would like to say to everyone who 'reads me is: HAPPY NEW YEAR. I wish That this year is better for everyone That year in 2014, i wish you all great happiness a lot of love and of course productive year.
So my new year was great, i was in Morocco, and i can say for sure i totally love it there, people, view , all is wonderfull. I met some great people there. The weather is just great. For first time in my life i was riding camel, it was great. The fact that camels ar so cute animals, makes me love more and more animals everyday. I have started to be interested in surfing, i think it's kind of fun. Who knows maybe next time when i will be there i will take some lessons. You never know, what comes in my mind. :)
Of course i can't stay quite about food. And let me tell you this: IT WAS AMAZING. It was delicious. I miss it a lot.
Also amazing was the fact that every morning when i opened my eyes i saw sea. Yup my bed was just near the window so i felt like i am in paradise. Speaking about paradise we went to place caled Paradis Valey, it is wonderfull place in mountains with river where you can swim, of course we didn't swim because onfortunatly water was cold, but friend of us told us that in august water is very warm. So i think i know when i will go back. :)
I loved the fact that it is very calm there, and i could just rest and do nothing.
It good ending of 2014 and great start of 2015. And you know how they say: How you will spend your new year, that's how you will spend all year.
Let me know how you spended your new year traveling, being with family or somehow else.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
Long time no talk. :) So first thing what i would like to say to everyone who 'reads me is: HAPPY NEW YEAR. I wish That this year is better for everyone That year in 2014, i wish you all great happiness a lot of love and of course productive year.
So my new year was great, i was in Morocco, and i can say for sure i totally love it there, people, view , all is wonderfull. I met some great people there. The weather is just great. For first time in my life i was riding camel, it was great. The fact that camels ar so cute animals, makes me love more and more animals everyday. I have started to be interested in surfing, i think it's kind of fun. Who knows maybe next time when i will be there i will take some lessons. You never know, what comes in my mind. :)
Of course i can't stay quite about food. And let me tell you this: IT WAS AMAZING. It was delicious. I miss it a lot.
Also amazing was the fact that every morning when i opened my eyes i saw sea. Yup my bed was just near the window so i felt like i am in paradise. Speaking about paradise we went to place caled Paradis Valey, it is wonderfull place in mountains with river where you can swim, of course we didn't swim because onfortunatly water was cold, but friend of us told us that in august water is very warm. So i think i know when i will go back. :)
I loved the fact that it is very calm there, and i could just rest and do nothing.
It good ending of 2014 and great start of 2015. And you know how they say: How you will spend your new year, that's how you will spend all year.
Let me know how you spended your new year traveling, being with family or somehow else.
XOXO Small Town Girl.
piektdiena, 2014. gada 19. decembris
My day
So today was great day. I know i was alone all day, no actually all week. I was only with my cute dog Flocon.(snowflake) But i was greatfull for this week, because i could think a lot and put my thoughts in place where they need to be. Also i could decorate a little bit house for Christmas, since i adore this time of the year.
Maybe some of you wondering about what i was thinking?! Well if not anyway i will tell. :D
Well i was thinkg about stuff what i have done this year. And actually none of all of it don't make me proud. Basicly i was dangerous housewife. Wich is good and bad. This year was not my best year. I moved to France. I am not saying that i don't like France, i love it i really do, but in Latvia there is my family, my friends, well basicly everything. I know a lot of you maybe think then why the heck i moved here?! Well because my lovely boyfriend wanted so, since he is french. I would do anything for him, even if he would like to move to Australia i would do that because i love him. And this is the best part of my year because i was extrimely happy. I never thought that one human being can make someone so happy like i am. With him i don't need to think about anything. I can be myself. Finally i accept myself the way i am, and i don't want be someone else. That's about me.
Also this year was like very big weeeeeekend to me, because i didn't work a lot. Well i mean i worked like 2 months in flower store but that's all. Also i finally got my driving licence, so now i can drive wherever and whenever i want. I am not addicted from anyone in this case. Also i am Proud of that i almost quit smoking. :D Why i say almost, well because i had deal with my boyfriend, snce he don't like that i smoke, i saied to him : ''You don't smoke, i don't smoke, you smoke-I smoke''. So this is why almost. I am not addicted from smoking i just smoke because i am bored. So i start to do this blog more active, for not be bored anymore and quit this bad habbit for good. Like we allways say, new year-new hopes, dreams, and aims.
Let me know about what you are proud this year?
XOXO Small Town Girls
Maybe some of you wondering about what i was thinking?! Well if not anyway i will tell. :D
Well i was thinkg about stuff what i have done this year. And actually none of all of it don't make me proud. Basicly i was dangerous housewife. Wich is good and bad. This year was not my best year. I moved to France. I am not saying that i don't like France, i love it i really do, but in Latvia there is my family, my friends, well basicly everything. I know a lot of you maybe think then why the heck i moved here?! Well because my lovely boyfriend wanted so, since he is french. I would do anything for him, even if he would like to move to Australia i would do that because i love him. And this is the best part of my year because i was extrimely happy. I never thought that one human being can make someone so happy like i am. With him i don't need to think about anything. I can be myself. Finally i accept myself the way i am, and i don't want be someone else. That's about me.
Also this year was like very big weeeeeekend to me, because i didn't work a lot. Well i mean i worked like 2 months in flower store but that's all. Also i finally got my driving licence, so now i can drive wherever and whenever i want. I am not addicted from anyone in this case. Also i am Proud of that i almost quit smoking. :D Why i say almost, well because i had deal with my boyfriend, snce he don't like that i smoke, i saied to him : ''You don't smoke, i don't smoke, you smoke-I smoke''. So this is why almost. I am not addicted from smoking i just smoke because i am bored. So i start to do this blog more active, for not be bored anymore and quit this bad habbit for good. Like we allways say, new year-new hopes, dreams, and aims.
Let me know about what you are proud this year?
XOXO Small Town Girls
ceturtdiena, 2014. gada 18. decembris
In mood for miracle
XOXO Small Town Girl
So close.
Hey guys. :)
I am so excited, because Christmas is so so so close. :) I Don't know about you, but i feel the magic in the air. And since it is not snowing for this moment, i have decided to make snow by myself .
I am so excited, because Christmas is so so so close. :) I Don't know about you, but i feel the magic in the air. And since it is not snowing for this moment, i have decided to make snow by myself .
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